.. In my Coff!n ..

with a window wild open

and the wind chills out

makes a tree's branches moven

with its sound that so scary

like a whispering of demon

I'm laying in a bed

but disturbing like coffin

looking up to my shadow

on the moonlight reflection

trying not to be scared

but my knees were shaken

a tear dropped, I could feel it

on checks,it was burnin

I’m sick. I caught cold

I’m hot like an oven,,

but inside me,,with my sorrow

I feel like I’m frozen,

hating life with its fear

feel like I’m already taken

years ago I lost family

and friends,and my love one

I lost my source of secure

there is no one I’m callin

the window shut by itself

ending up my thinkin

I started crying hard

while the moon start leanin

on my light gray walls

then I started to imagine

how I can find my knight

and become heart stolen

for my sake he'll fight

in my love he'll be fallen

Oh God,,that's so sweet

how real love could happen

then pain got me bad

and tight I hold my blanket

I was looking to the sky

and for god I was prayin

May god change my life

don't make it be worsen

make me happier God

and I shall become forgiven

I’ll live as normal Girl

and my pain'll be forgotten

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